i cried a stream. we cried a river. sigh. this journey seems long and tiring. i havent had an official break yet. i bet none of use have had time to have one yet. sucks to the max..being a sec4 is so tiring and stressful. the o levels are making this lat year a killer. a heartless murderer with a thirst for blood. sigh..i'm soon going to collapse. i tried not to and to stay focus to the best of my ability. its wearing off soon though...just hope that i can persevere on and finish the race. sigh..this race was never judge as easy from the start..it has never been pleasing to know that you are officially capable of sitting for the paper. just this once i forced myself too hard to be true. just this once the race seems too important to give up. just this once..sigh and yet i feel i havent given enough although i can tell i have pushed myself. pushed myself and turned so tired. so weak. so worn out. so vulnerable. its just aint me..sigh it just aint meant to be and aint the same. but maybe its worth the sacarifice? sigh..i just hope its really worth the sacarifice.