Saturday, February 20, 2010 @ 10:15 pm
today was fun! okay sort of. i woke up at 6.45am to reach school at 8am to do some stuff and then at 10am went to meet up mr lim with khalis and dayana to do presentation for vietnam. belley woke up late so yeah she got there late too. haha=) so after that i went tuition but before that i had lunch with belley and went to shop with novy. so after tuition i went home cuz my relatives are here. then after that novy and belley came over =D!!! YAY! haha. yeah then we played chat laughed and all. so its fun larh=) after that they went home at around 10=) hehe! so i'm blogging!
NOVY YOU GOTTA BE STRONG!!!!=) YOU CAN DO IT!
sigh. i tried to forget. but its just you. whenever you appear at some part or somewhere, everything i tried to let go bounce back on me again..you're just a jinx man..sigh but i cant blame you for that. cuz you lived on without me for a very long time, and i'm just starting to pick up your pace. why..why cant i just be like you. live like you never knew me. like i dint exist before. haha. okay i've had enough of thinking about you. you stink! you pollute my mind! you! you! you! why of all things you? sigh. forget it! you arent that important igh. ito me anw.
Friday, February 19, 2010 @ 10:29 pm
i cried a stream. we cried a river. sigh. this journey seems long and tiring. i havent had an official break yet. i bet none of use have had time to have one yet. sucks to the max..being a sec4 is so tiring and stressful. the o levels are making this lat year a killer. a heartless murderer with a thirst for blood. sigh..i'm soon going to collapse. i tried not to and to stay focus to the best of my ability. its wearing off soon though...just hope that i can persevere on and finish the race. sigh..this race was never judge as easy from the start..it has never been pleasing to know that you are officially capable of sitting for the paper. just this once i forced myself too hard to be true. just this once the race seems too important to give up. just this once..sigh and yet i feel i havent given enough although i can tell i have pushed myself. pushed myself and turned so tired. so weak. so worn out. so vulnerable. its just aint me..sigh it just aint meant to be and aint the same. but maybe its worth the sacarifice? sigh..i just hope its really worth the sacarifice.
Saturday, February 13, 2010 @ 4:36 pm
hey=) i havent blog for a very very long time. cuz there was common test=) well..today's new years eve=) woahh. its very fast. haha! well..i dont know what else to blog about. kinda boring larh these few days=) haha! but well its fine=) novy and belley went back to indo and m'sia respectively. haha! well i cant wait to do visitings=) haha! cant wait to go visiting at teachers' houses! haha LOL well i hope this new year will be fun though not a event- full one=) haha! HAPPY CNY IN ADVANCE though!=)