Phew. Finally can acess to the typing. This post is dedicated to reply to Novy Soh YiPing. Hey girl. I read it already. Honestly I was questioning myself what did I do wrong that made you ao strongly against my actions. I know veryone changes but no one knows that they actually changed. We had been friends for the 4th year now. I was pretty upset when you shoot me just now though I was angry because you were very blunt. But I'm upset because we had been frineds for so long and yet you can't understand me. But after reading your post, I can understand why you text me like that just now. Because I changed but I dint know. Because you aren't in a good mood. At least I understand now. Sigh. I have wanted to tell you alot of things before but I haven't been doing so. Maybe I should let you know now. This year had been an akward year for us. Maybe it's cuz we rarely hangout hence we had nearly nothing to say. Maybe is cuz we no longer have a common topic or interest like what we use to have last time. Because of all these we became very distant. I have to admit that I'm not a very good friend. Cuz I should accept you for who you are. But recently I had been quite affected by the way you treat me. I had tried my best to accept all the comments that you make about me but sometimes you delivered it too bluntly which leaves me speechless. And because of that I'll get quite irritated. But I won't get angry for long. Haha. I want to let you know that although I don't know how I had changed in your eyes but I do now that I've changed to become a little dumber and less processive in my thinking. I want to let you know that sometimes I feel that you treat me very differently from the others. Cuz maybe you feel that it's okay to tell me things directly but sometimes I feel that it's too direct and it hurts my feelings. That's why sometimes I feel that I'm not as significant to you as them. Sometimes I feel like I'm taken for granted. But maybe it's just me thinking too much:/ sigh. I do treasure our friedahip that's why I dint want to bring up much and just accept what's happening cuz I don't wanna spoil the last few months of the secondary school life. Nevertheless, I really do care. And I have to admit that I wasn't happy with what you typed just now. But I managed to say bye to you because I feel that I need to say it cuz we are friends. And I dint want to make you feel like I don't care. Sigh. But I have my mistakes and I apologise to you. I never wanted to give up on our friendship. If I did I would have done that 2years ago. Haha. And i wanna tell you that I've always loved you and apology accepted!=)