not really happy.
how can i? i put in so much effort.
i did! we did! it was btr thn the ones in sch.
and yet we got a bronze..
a bronze! pathetic bronze.
seriously we didnt expect a bronze.
this is way too much!
no one thnks will'll get a bronze.
not even out conductors, not even thier frens.
everyone tot of at least a silver..but not a bronze..
haiix but wads done is done.
me janine jana shuyi xinyi. the 5 of us cried till as if its the end of the world.
we screamed and shouted. we cried in sch ystd.
i cried during tuition, i cried to slp last night.
i cried in sch this morning even before mdm yue announced to the sch.
i cried during physics lesson.
it cant be helped.
i cried,janine cried, helissa cried,yadana cried, desiree cried,shimin cried, sherry cried. we cried harder whn benjamin went up to stage and say tt it aint our fault.
i creid whn my frens comfort me.
it makes me feel so useless.
i thank thm for their words and encouragment.
i really have great frens like wad mr chong said.
and i'll treasure thm alot.
i need to thank alot of ppl..i'll like to thank those that cheer me up.
(mainey belle rice novy kai mal made a booklet for me)
(shirui gave me chocolates to cheer me up)
(ethel lynette jiayan wrote encouragements for me)
(many ppl hugged me and tell me its alright)
(many ppl text me to ask me if i'm okay)
(mr leong said he wont mind giving me anot $9 as long as i stp crying)
haha yeahh i'm much btr now. really
i bet everyone's much btr now.
i LOVE PRSS CHOIR!~
i LOVE our CONDUCTORS!<3
i LOVE EVERYONE!~
(oh anw, weslie said that the way we creid ystdy was damn drama! very unglam too=.=..
he said he shuld have videoed in dwn. haha cuz its like we cried very loud. and thn its like whn mrs chua DRAGGED us out, sme of us cant get up=X very funny..but anw its really sad larh. but yeah i'm glad to have my frens with me through it all. and i'm glad to be part of PRSS CHOIR!<3)

headlines of the day:
tdy's my dad's birthday and also 一家人 first anniversary.
okay..nthg much tdy st hildas came to sch for a mini chorale exchange.
thy sang dnacing song=)
thn rushed to tuition..had tuition blah blah..
aft tt went to eat steak at jacks place at TM.
yeah..thn...walked abit and now i'm home.

didnt went for choir tdy.
rmb? fever? but went to tuition larh.
siian aft tuition went to wait for the docs.
mean while my mum went to perm her hair=.=
haha yeah. thn my sis cut her hair.
and that guy is so HOT!~
okay i'm crazy..but my sis totally agree with me larh.
haha he is HOT HOT HOT..
okay maybe sme wont agree with me larh.
cuz his not the tanned and bulky type.
he is the fair fair type on=DD haha
okay larh..my parents watching my twilight DVD now.
haha i dont wanna blog lerh heh.

haha..sry i wont be posting pics now.
i'm not feeling well larh. so not in the mood.
i'm running a fever again..the 3rd time this year i thnk=(
yeahh wads worst it, i caught my fever while shopping-ing at tamp one=((
mad larh! the crowd is overwhelming lorh.
horrible. at the end i didnt get anythg at all. cuz like nthg to buy.
wanted to go ing UNI QLO but damn crowded and the queue damn long.
so for the past 3-4 times i didnt go in at all. =(
okay..and the shopping sucks! i didnt get anythg..but caught a fever.
WTH T.T. lame eh!~
argh! i thnk i'm going choir n tuition tmr?
i'm not sure D=..
(ps. i went out with ms, belle, mal,mainey,clarice, nel nel, timo,jialat,kai,larry and junhao=))
(and ps, aft tt i went out with my relatives. thy are cmeing to my hse for mahjiong=D)

i realised i've been a really lazy blogger lately.
well..life's hard. damn drained after a long day so dont feel like using the com.
actually recently..i dont feel like getting myself with anythg arnd me.
i dont feel like i want to stay connected to the world yet.
i want a break. for most of it, life is just moving too fast.
too fast to the extend that i cant find a space to break in betweeb at all..
even while typing now i feel stress, this is leading my life to no where.
okay, so now i've admitted myself as a lazy blogger, i shall type the main points of the week.
1) i hate the over-worked me.
2) teachers are also humans, they need their life.
3)my stomach is so going against me that i feel bloated and feel like puking everywhere i go.
(p.s:weslie and benjamin says that i'n pregnant O.o!)
haha okay..thats sounds weird but i happily accpted the fact=.=
(okay like wth..lame eh..pregnant got so easy meh?)
[15 mins ltr]
okay my tap has on lah..
i watching ai jiu zai yi qi..oh gosh..dam sad larh
i cried eh!~ okay nvm..
thats all larh lazy lerh.