Thursday, October 25, 2007 @ 11:00 pm
hey.
todae went to du CIP @ pasir ris park
saw dunman sec thr
tot jasper wil b thr so went to find hym
thr so dam clean larh no rubbish der thn stil wan us go pick rubbish siao one
thn thr got 2 sku leh
whr got so mani rubbish to pick?
thn we go rubbish bin find rubbish to pick
stupid ryte?
hahs well,saw jasper thn he gif me kinda breno
i saw hym i so dam happi larh
veri long nv saw hmy ler
well,anw i posting pics on todaes trip..
dam shyte!~ internet got problem..
nvm i wil upload it tmr!~
nities!~
Wednesday, October 24, 2007 @ 10:00 pm
hahas i pierce my ear!!!
woot~
hahs happi happi happi
but i stil 1 more on my ryte ear
but my mather dun let ler T.T
haiix
hahs but my mather oso pierce wif me lehh
hahs
so funni larh
thn she scared till lyk dunoe wad
nid concider dam long lor
thn she pierce tt tyme jump so high
thn got i lady wif the BF wan go pierce c my mather jump so high scared ler
hahs thn my father saw thn laugh
pls lor i jump of shock oso larh but dunid so high der marh
thn i laugh lyk siao
thn she pierce ler sae dam pain
..
she scared pain..tts yy nid tink so long
thn aft tt she ask me how to slp n wash hair..
cn u blief it?!
hahs
i jus sae mummy arh
take its normalli larh
thn u noe she pierce ler she dun even dare to turn her head
thn we laugh lor
so stiff larh
thn my father sae wan pierce nid tink so long
pierce thn so xing ku
so xing ku for wad?
thn i n my sis laugh lyk siao
zhong ji yi jia todae last ep..but i stil haven watch finish..hahs will find tyme
tmr we goin to du CIP @ pasir ris park leh
pic up litter lor...EWW~
lols hahs hu cares
oya ystd dam diao lor
hahas i wun post on it but all the happenings r well..jus pure
OMYGOODNESS..
hahs
well...todae stay bac to clear council rm lor
so dam dusty larh
open the closet oreadi wan "achoo" ler
thn hor thr in the closet got so mani funi funi thgs..hahs
thn tmr stil nid go continue clean it..haiix hahs
i wil post the messy rm..[pics]
the council cresent meaning ^^
the board we did tis year^^
hahs well tts all lerh barh ^^
Saturday, October 20, 2007 @ 6:56 pm
after reading "twilight"
i realise promise i wan to make to myself
hahs
it may sound alitle stupid
but i now declare tt
my promise it to help others find thier happiness
and hoopefulli sumdae sum1 wil find mine^^
well tts wad i wan n wish to du
to make others happi i wil b happi for thm
mayb i m negleting my own happiness
but mine isnt goin aniwhr
so wad for?
help others find thiers wil make me happi
make me feel worth @ least sumthg
make me happi in a sense
but i of cuz i noe sumtymes wil lead to jealousy though
hahs but its ok
wads mine is mine,wads not is not
well i bought “黑糖玛奇朵” vol.1 n vol.2
though i watch oreadi but i stil cry
cn tel i m a veri emotional person
tts wad i m proud of myself
whn i m angry i wil luk angry
whn i m happi i wil luk happi
i m veri true to myself
i nv lie to myslef
everi1 shlud not lie to thier own
reality cnt chng but mind set cn
hahs
well,i wanna read "new moon"
so dam nice lor
wonder if the person in the book wil turn into a vampire
hahs
i read"twilight" i cry so mani tymes lor
kao! hahs no choice
the wrds juz melts me inside
its a great book!~
haiix,i didnt score veri wel for my xams
shyt!~
i cn go sec 2 i wil b veri happi ler
so pray tt i cn go!
Saturday, October 06, 2007 @ 10:28 pm
hahs todae 4/5 of the {gagas} went out
melody was the other 1/5
she larh owaes nv go der!~
hahs aniwae me novyy qiulin sharon went to bugis shopping
hahs i bought 2 shirts 1 black 1 purple
thn 1 in general is cor jacket der thg
hahs actuali i wan buy skinny jeans but lyk veri funni leh
dunoe larh
bring mather go thn ask her for opinion beta
^^ hahs but spent der is her $ so haihao
novyy was wearing brown
but we wear white shirt
but we nv sae der, its lyk we met thn we lyk
"a? siia larh same colour"
thn we tot novyy wil oso wear white
but she wore brown
so she go buy 1 white shirt to chng juz to "pei he" us hahs!
thn we go watch balls of fury hahs
its a gay show larh
so al gays go watch lor
hahs
the show its stupid larh
make me wan slp oso cnt want awake oso cnt
hahs!
thn we tok pics..lyk usual larh
here r thy..
the {gagas} foreva n eva n eva <3
'sharon; ah gurl && 'viiviien; ah boi {gagas}
'viiviien; boifren && 'novyy; gurlfren {gagas}
'viiviien; precious && 'qiulin; precious {gagas}
the {4/5 gagas} @ mac!
'novyy; && 'qiulin; {gagas}
thr r 2 more but hor dunoe yy now cnt continue to upload lerh..stupid!~
nvm i wil du it nex tyme mayb tmr * edit tis post i gues*
may b barh hahs ok tt al..
Thursday, October 04, 2007 @ 3:51 pm
hahs gues wad? i bcame a maid todae larh
gf,precious n ah gurl cum my hse
thn i sit near the door marh
thy good ask me help thm tak thier stuff frm the bag
hahs T.T
i read the comments hahs
suan le bah..
i oso dunoe wads goin on wif me
until i figure out mayb
by thn i wil noe
wad i wan barh...
hahs pathertic life
if i culd end it
i wuld b happier thn now..
i got nthg to blog abt ler lor...
tmr MT paper 2..
bludy hell
todae maths so sian larh
thn cher last 2 min thn tel us got chnges..
heng i chiong go chng ans
but hor dunoe if corect der anot...
hahs...
my line for todae..
pathertic life.pathetic fate.pathetic Me
gf,precious n ah gurl cum my hse
thn i sit near the door marh
thy good ask me help thm tak thier stuff frm the bag
hahs T.T
i read the comments hahs
suan le bah..
i oso dunoe wads goin on wif me
until i figure out mayb
by thn i wil noe
wad i wan barh...
hahs pathertic life
if i culd end it
i wuld b happier thn now..
i got nthg to blog abt ler lor...
tmr MT paper 2..
bludy hell
todae maths so sian larh
thn cher last 2 min thn tel us got chnges..
heng i chiong go chng ans
but hor dunoe if corect der anot...
hahs...
my line for todae..
pathertic life.pathetic fate.pathetic Me
Wednesday, October 03, 2007 @ 1:25 pm
tis isnt happening to me!
i cnt blief it
yy?
i feel so pathetic in a waes..
yy m i here tink abt u whn i dun mean a thg to u?
well tts wad u showed me.
yy r u avoiding me in a sense?
i didnt even du anithg?!
well at least tel me wad is happening.. wil u ?
yy leave me alone to figure out?
mayb i nv told u how i felt
mayb its my prob
mayb i'm juz pureli over sensitive...
but i dun get it?
i m falling deeper!
i wanna stop it!
stop it all
everithg abt u everithg everithg abt u
i wan to forget it al
i want to forget tt i even noe u
i m making myself miserable
yy?
i juz dun get it
i duwan to fall deeper ani longer
i m afraid i cnt climb out of it...
how?
cn u tell me?
m i stil yr fren?
u nv said anithg to me b4
u seem to be avoiding me for sum reason which i dun noe
wads goin on ?
wads happening to me?
do i deserve to bring myself into such a trap?
wad do i haf to du wif u?
yy m i owaes tinking of u ?
i cnt get u out of my dam brain
sum1 gif me a brain wash!
i wan to forget all of it
it hurts alittle
i dun tink its worth waiting for u
whn u dun even noe abt my feelings..
it mainli pointles
yy m i stil wasting my tyme n energy?
i dun recognise myself no more
i dun tink tis is me
i use to b happi
i c u wif hope
but now
i feel lyk an idiot..
a pure idiot
i cnt blief i m tinking of u til tis point of tyme
u flud my mind
u cn avoid me if u wan
but at least gif me a brain wash to forget all abt u
if it makes u feel beta
i dun mind sacarificing my memory
i noe it wil scar my hart but for u mayb
juz mayb
its worth erasing all my memory..
juz for yr happines
i dunmind at all reali
well if my memory is erased..
i wun tink of u animore
i wun haf to waste my tyme
my effort
i dun haf to get hurt animore..
all tis tyme i waited
but i tot it was quite obvious tt i lyked u
u cn b such a retared..
mayb i tink to much
mayb i was rong to lyk u
i wan to gif u up now..
but i cnt
it hurts me
i m crying
i nv cried for ani1
u will b the first..
hopefuli i wun b sure a fool to cry for ani1
for a second tyme
but it reali hurts...alot
i cnt blief i fell for tis trap again..
i wil nv b loved n wil nv love ani1 again..
well mayb
but i cnt forget abt u..
cn u juz get out?
yy did i even noe u
yy did i even cum here in the first place?
yy m i making myself feel bad?
why!
i cnt help it..
i m pathetic
i tot alot todae..
alot..
u wil nv noe
cuz i dun mean a thg to u in the first place
u said we culd b frens u said it yrself.
i trusted everithg u said
everi single wrd u said..
i stil rmb til now..
i cnt blief it!
but i lyked u..mayb sum dae it wil chng..
but for now..i noe it wil nv chng
so the oni method is erasing my memory..
mayb it worth duing it for my sake...not yrs
i feel painful..u dun even noe?
wad for typing all tis if u dun read it at all
i juz type out how i feel deep inside
i nv show thm out
juz erase my memory..
i cnt take it too long
it killing me
it cnt b helped animore
wads the point?
its such a pathetic fate..
mayb onedae..
juz mayb one dae..
i wil mean sumthg to u ..
well i hope of it
mayb i wil mean sumthg to u
mayb u wil not avoid me
juz mayb...
Monday, October 01, 2007 @ 10:30 pm
hahs lol i spent 2 daes studying for history
but @ the end maths nv study T.T
haiix die ler lor
haiis how leh?
maths leh... wan cry liao
but no choice ler its over!
now i dam scared eng fail lor
cn u imagine retaining?!
of cuz not!
haiis
how leh...i oso dunoe wad to du ler
tmr sci paper
tt 1 i got more 信心lor
so nv study alot
but sum stil not sure nid go ask ppl tmr
hahs haiix
sec sku life sux!
bo bian lor haiix
how i wish cn go bac b pri sku student
the bes lor
haiix
anw, gd luk to all ppl out thr goin through EOY!
jiayou!