okay..let me recap on the whole week.

monday: everyone saw my new haircut. asked abt it and comment on it.
well i dont really care wad others thnk larh. haha i just cut it for fun marh=D
thats all that matters right now. had fun..i thnk but its so dumb of me to bring all my bks.
thr no lessons tt day=.= haha well aft tt stayed with dance clique to c thm rehearse=)
no matter what happens they are always the best^^ yeah.
haha to me all my frens are the best larh. the best frens u can ever find on earth=D
no doubt about tt=)) yeah so went home late..sort of=) but its okay larh. haha

tuesday:lol the most enjoyable day=D yeah i cant rmb wad happen in class=X
but well anw..aft class we (me helissa janine) met and hang arnd in sch to wait for jiemin
that was our initial plan but at the end we didnt cuz we dont have the time.
we had to go hme and get ready for esplanade later. =D yeah
OH! and round of applause to AHS choir^^ they were awesome=D yeah yeah.
really blended and nice=) so i was out till arnd 10 plus thn i reach home.
cuz aft the concert we(janine me jiemin) went to shop at HMV(loved) haha yeah
damn fun larh. thn we took pictures in the MRT=D yeah.
so it was a really great night i had=D really worth the time haha. and i get to c me pri sch mates.

wednesday:hmm...weds. the longest day in my time table.=/ i cant really rmb what happened but i guess its a fun day too=) hehe.

thursday:hmm..hmm..haha okay this was ystdy anw. so aft sch, we( me mainey rachel belle rice) went to KFC to eat our beloved lunch..(oh did i mention that i am having really poor appetite these days i dont knw why=/) well anw,we ate and crapped=DD really happy!! yeah. okay so aft tt we went to walk arnd cuz i need to get my transparent ear studs frm the bluez cuz only thr got sell the really thick ones=X yeah. cuz ms goh say need to chng. yeah and we hanged arnd till 5 plus? yeah thn i went home for tuition.

friday:yeah! today the best day ever! i havent had this mush fun in ages=D but still i miss everyone's old self. i'm so sry. i cant help it larh=D but people change so i'll just live with it=)
i hope i can larh. even if cant also must=) hah okay so we went to eat( belle mainey rice me ) okay i didnt eat cuz i wasnt hungry (lost appetite) yeah so we ate and chat till 3 plus thn went to
TIMEZ so that rice can get her CO thgs. but i not sure if she got buy at the end anot cuz me n belle went for badminton=) yeah and tt whn i really start to rmb all the great times. but with different ppl. the reason i say so is they all look the same as thy used to. but their inner self is a new character. well i'll drop the sub topic for now. haha so anw, we played badminton while the guys went for soccer. haha thn we played till 6 plus thn they played truth or truth. haha the whole game like me and belle the most safe one, cuz they got nthg much to ask us=X haha yeah. so aft it all arnd 7.10 we went home. haha thn on the bus me and belle stil continue to play^^ haha(really love her alot=)) haha yeah so now we are having a part II to the truth or truth on MSN. haha

*i didnt wanna things to go this way. but honestly i cant accept reality right now. i dont wanna get into any piece of shit installed for me yet. lets just say i'll go through it all when i'm braver. i dont regret what i've done. i'm just in this idiotic state cuz of the sudden rush of reality. i'm just pathetic right now. i cant eat,i cant sleep. i cant even cry when i want to. all i can do is smile, even when i'm at my worst. i'm such an idiot*