haha well..i'm sort of in a mixed feeling right now.
but wadever it is, i'm not gonna let that defeat me.
even though times are tough but i know i can pull through.
i've thought about it. And i really find it pointless to be sad over things that i cant help in.
so i've decided to face the truth. even if it kills me like hell.
i think i'm just being too sensitive over things lately.
even though i didnt say it out (cuz i dont think i want to)
but well, i'll just let things flow the way they want to.
i cant be thinking and caring about everything. might be that sometimes people have different behavious cuz of certain things or moods. so i cant really control that.
people think differently and act differently=) and thats what makes everyone who they are.
that is what makes everyone special. so i'm not gonna force myself to be someone i hate.
and i dont want people to force themselve too=). well, sry if it sounds like madness.=)
haha. i feel that my heart is being held by a stone. if only i can put it down.
i usually can do it, but i cant recently.=( well haha i think i need to fix that.
phew. sometimes its weird. like u wanna care about certain things but its like none of your business but if you dont care also like not very nice=/ contridicting but true.
well...i really just wanna lead my life happily with everyone. getting along with everyone well and nicely. talk things out when something is wrong or when someone did something wrong.
i dont like to get lost in things like u dont know u did something wrong and no one tells you about it=/ but then again, who doesnt? well every fall makes one stronger. every turn makes life more fun. haha. i get turmoils every now and then but i hope i can just dump it all away. i dont like to be caught in bad situations but who does? well okay i'm crapping haha. i dont know what to do with myself now actually. well u know what. i think i should just do things that benefit everyone. haha i've sort of have a rough idea of what to do. i hope its for the best=)
well enough of all this stuff..hmm..i rmb i forgot to blog about smething yesterday haha.
okay so in sch got this damn funny incident. haha the clarice incident!
haha okay the thing goes like this:
clarice needs to go to the staff fm to find mr wong. so belle and me followed. haha
she has this pouch with her ( the HL or marigold milk give one) haha
the funny thing is we were waiting for mr wong. then she like very bored so got this teacher open the door. then aft tt the door was closing so she put the pouch the strap at the door there and it got caught in between the doors! haha then we though can pull out. but cannot!=O haha
then the teacher need open the door to help her get it out! haha then we laugh damn hard larh. clarice face become red colour! haha. damn funny! then mr desmond ng was at the photo copier machine there so he saw then he laugh out loudly. haha.
okay theres the other one at badminton=) isabelles newly invented jump!
haha so now she has 2! ones the start jump and the other the moon jump=D haha
very cute larh. haha so funny eh=X haha but its her haha one and only isabelle! yeah!
so glad to have friends like them=DD
*thanks novy, you're really a great girlfren=) always giving me a ear.
*thanks mainey, even though think are different but i seriously think you're a great friend=) always there=)
*thanks isabelle, for always making things funny=) one of a kind.
*thanks clarice, for letting me laugh at you=X really enjoyed your company=)
theres this last person who i want to thank=) thats rachel. haha my crapping partner.
thanks for crapping with me=)
thank you everyone all of my friends! i'll never forget and never regret=)

[[okay so now i'm in a very drifty mood because yoon jihoo totally steal my breath away! so sweet eh! haha oopps haha! yeah=) okay larh. BBF/BOF totally rocks. i knw everyone's watching it but still its nice=) thats why its so popular^^) yay!