manage to beg my mum to let me post for awhile.
yeahh so this 2 days (mon n tdy) was freak out day.
okay first i was freaked out by someone's massive flirting.=X
i just cant help it..its lyk hello? u can flirt but look arnd?
cant u c tt u r suppose to be doing your wrk instead of FLIRTING=.=
okay yarhh thn secondly was choir!!! not the practs tt make me freak.
(well it did made me freak tdy)
but anw, wad i meant was..thy r super out of focus.
gonna give them some wake up cals soon.
i'm dying..its right i am. with all the hmewrk, class ending late, tuition, CCA
i bet i'm gonna collapse in any time.
(well i nearly did, these few days r horrible. since sch reopen's i gotten myself a fever. thn it was some stupid gastric flu..and knw? i dont knw? haven seen a doc.)
so thr u have a horrible start.
okay anw tts not the main point. the point is..WE ALL LACK OF DISCIPLINE.
whn i say WE i include myself.(hey no one's perfect)
okay thn tt was ystdy. tdy..was WAY MORE freakier.
i should rephrase it and say "tearless sobs"
this is crazy.."its" driving me crazy!
i..i..okay i mean i dont knw how to say.
mayb i'm just too over sensitive to thgs. but it cant b helped.
it really seems tt way to me. every move is weird, every ,moment is funny.
i just cant think of other explaination apart frm "avoiding".
AGRHH!!~ okay wadever i hope i'll put my attention somewhr else.
okay so i got to FORCE my self to sing tdy.
bet tmr i cant sing=X okay.
so tmr thrs lyk choir sectionals in the morning=.=
i dont mind larhh anw i cant sing marh.
so me n jana decided to dance instead=DD
(hey we learn before^^)
yeahh we both LOVE to dance..but the only prob is..we DONT KNOW HOW to DANCE.
but me and jana promised to do dancing lessons tgt sometime aft OUR o lvls..
which is lyk she's a sec 4 grad in jc or poly while i'll b waiting for my O lvls.
hope tt wont b long=D okay larhh i'll stop posting here.
may will post on fri? okay =D