never thought i all ended like that.
have you been reading? i'm not sure.
but after what i post about you.
i can sense that there's something wrong.
you haven't been friendly to me.
well you're gone for good now.
i won't get a chance to see you anymore. all the best to your new life.
and mine..i hope it will be better. i'll try to forget you, like what i plead to do a year ago.
i didn't wanna hold on anymore knowing that it all come down to a endless wait.
i do love you; i will miss you. but does that matter?
i just hope that you are happy and lead your life just the way you want it.
but if you're reading, i just want to let you know that:
i never regret knowing you from the start.
i won't regret. even if times went back to a year ago.
i still will choose to know you, even thought a know it all will just be meaningless.
now that you are gone, it all gonna start over again. i'm gonna go get a life.
even thought waiting for you was my life; even though i got used to it.
even if the thought of letting you go is hurtful, i guess it's best for us all.
i'm not gonna hold you in my heart anymore. go, just go.
i should have done that long ago, i thought i did that long ago.
but somehow apart of you is still wandering in me.
i won't forget you. i'm just gonna forget the feelings, thats all.
if it was god that wants me to know you, i will thank god.
if it was fate that made me like you, i will thank fate.
but now i won't plead for much.
if fate were to bring us to meet again.. i will thank fate again.
i know i'm stupid, but i realised that if it's what god has instored for me.
i'll take it. even if it means all the pain and hurt. i'll be okay, i'll grow stronger.
i promised myself.
i'm not gonna tell you anything, not yet. after all our exams and when you are long gone off my sight , maybe then, i could tell you.