helo ppl!
i dunoe wads into me now..
i feel so empty n meaningless..
i haf forgotten how to feel happi or sad..
i feel..numb
i feel lyk a fool haiix
its okae..@ least i underst tt almost al guys r jerks..
lesson learnt..hope nt to repeat tt mistake>.<
anw..my birthdae cumin soon!!
so xcited..
wonder wad ppl wil gif me<3
i miss my long lost brother: jasper ang qiao feng..
aiya..he lyk disappear to nowhr ler..
i so sad lor..hahs
thn my fone abit siao 1 lor
nid to bend the wire thn cn let thgs to tranfer to com..
so bao li lor..>.<
isabelle goin gif me vdae present on mondae<3>
i wonder wads it!
my sis buy me present ler..
hahs she buy me a book on feilunhai..
hahs $20 lehh she so gd sumtymes..
u noe wad kexin cor fei lun hai?
she sae fei lun hai is fly wheel ocean>.<
hahs my senior all so cute lor
lyk jana xinyue n kexin all so cute hahs
thy oso veri gd lor
benson n benjamine r gd seniors oso
but compare hor..
i tink benjamine beta
cuz he veri quiet wun argue wif me>.<
hahs..choir is oni fun wif tose ppl..
if not,everithg jus simply is lyk shit
nex wk common test..i ask ms tan abt the paper durin choir
she sae the paper no summary but the compre she du veri hard
she sae she wil kil us on the compre
cuz she sae beta kil now thn kil durin mid year hahs
hope we all cn du well<3
my father went for dinner so i dunid to argue to use com^^ hahs
cuz i let hyme use in the morning thn i gt nthg to du so i go du cross stiching>.<
i put thr since last year i stil @ begining of winnie the pooh the head oni>.<
hahs so lao ya hor?
ya i noe..
my but stil pain lor..
stupid melody..
i m sure to take revenge one dae!
melody u watch out hor..
novyy:dun tink too much..
dun belief everithg..
whn u noe its hard to beleif..
whn its too hard to control..
whn everithg is broken..
whn u cry..
cry it out
it wil hurt alot bt it wil b okae soon..
feel lyk crying? jus cry dun b too hard on yrself..
nthg wil wrk tt wae..
i reali hope all wil b gd..
its sad to,veri sad
haf us crying over sum1 hu we doesnt even noe wads goin in thier head
its easy to get hurt..veri easy
i hope we culd return to whn evrithg haf nt started @ all
to the begining haiix..
b happi<3>
qiulin:
dun try too hard..
whn u r tired u cn stop
even if it take half of yr life..
even if it hurt lyk getting burnt in hell
its nt worth all wad u haf done for hyme..
i m nt hurting u or anithg
i reali duwan u to hurt yrself..
its nt worth anithg
he doesnt chng..
its hartbreaking..
i noe tt..everithg he saes u wil rmb
u wil rmb thm clearli
everithg he had done wif u/for u ,
all in yr hart..
bt it reali is nt abt tis..
its abt u..du u feel okae?
u mus b happi..we mus b..
even if it kil us..
we haf to b happi even if we vanish
for now jus dun tink too much^^
carmen (tan):
is everithg fine?
hows the route of recovery?
is evrithg goin ryte?
dun wrk yrself too much..
thgs dun go our wae..
life is lyk tis..
dun gt emo lerh okae?
its nt worth emoing whn it wun help much
i hope u wil recover soon..
i m trying to..veri tiring
i duwan ani1 to feel the same as me..
abt the *ehem* thgyy
u gt sms her bac?
i feel so sad..
i hope u will du fine in yr hart<3
if thgs r nt ryte u stil haf us..
u noe it!
thgs will b okae soon..